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Hi, My name is Melissa. Im 21 years old. Born on April 1. I have struggled with my weight my entire life, I have always been one of the bigger girls growing up. After my cousin passed away in 2005 i have put on over 100lbs. Last march I went on the scale for the first time in yrs and it read 252 lbs. I couldnt believe it. I didnt realize that I had got this big. I'm sick of being the fat one in my family everyone is pretty slender and I envy that. When i see people that i havent seen in years i want them to be like "omg you look great you lost so much weight" i dont want them in their head to be like omg she got so big what happen to her.. I NEED to stop putting this off and do some thing now I only live once, I NEED to be the best I can be. I have such low self esteem and i feel so down on my self I cant wear the clothes i want to wear because im so heavy .. People tell me well you have a pretty face, well honestly I just dont want a pretty face I want the full package. When I was 100lbs lighter I would always be dressed up makeup done, hair done , nails done the entire package and thats what I was known for. People see me now and their like what happen to you this isnt the Melissa I knew in high school. Now all I wear is sweats because thats all i fit in, no makeup, hair thrown up in a bun. It's really sad how I let myself go !! ITS TIME FOR ALL THIS TO CHANGE !!!
*Mini Goals*
-229-helll yeahh out of the 230's FINALLY buy some kettle bells!!!
-220-new workout video
-210-new cute workout outfit :)
-199-OMG I'm out of the 200's new outfit and laptop!!!
-180-Marc Jacobs purse !!
-165-new hair style and color
-150-spa day
-130- my new body and a entire new wardrobe to fit it hell yeah I did It :)
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