So I ran into a friend of mine yesterday who told me that I looked like I'd really gained a lot of weight, and that the clothing I had on looked much too tight for my body.
I was pretty taken aback when she said it looked like I'd gained a stone and a half, or 20 or so pounds....I didn't feel particularly fatter than usual, given the current amount of stress in my life, and how much I have been fighting the urge to binge eat (not always successful, so yea, I did gain _some_ weight).

So I forced myself to stop at the store after work today and weigh myself. I'm coming in at a solid 220 which while not great, certainly isn't as much as was implied.

Usually, for me, I know when I've started to back slide into "fattest range" for me, is when I try to sleep or lie down and feel like my neck is squishing uip around my face. It feels gross, so I try to keep it away from that weight. My heaviest since I started here on FS, with logging my weight even if I am not always eating right or actively working to lose weight (even though I should). My heaviest was 238. I think that was back in 2010

Anyway, I just had to vent aboput this, because, weeeelll... yeah. It hurt my feelings and I also found it laughable that she told me it was obviously middle age spread and I should dress more appropriately. (to be clear, I was wearing a pair of black slacks and a burgundy long sleeve that covers my pot belly.
How can it be middle age spread if I've had it all my life?
*shaking head*
Ok, I am going to bed now.
99.8 kg これまでの減量分: 8.2 kg.    残り: 36.3 kg.    ダイエット続き: 該当なし.
週に0.3 kg増量中

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That's not very friendly to me. Try not to get discourage and keep the faith. Day by day. 
2017年 05月 9日 投稿者: Mistybenner
I will keep the negativity to myself as I want to say a few choice words about your friend not being a good friend. However.. all the more reason (in my opinion) to get on your game and show her exactly what you can do. Good luck love. 
2017年 05月 10日 投稿者: D4NIELLE
Wow, I am shocked. Keep up your hard work and don't let this sent you into a spiral of binge eating. I like D4nielle won't say what I would like to about your so called friend. You can do this 
2017年 05月 10日 投稿者: BrenIL1
I'll say it. Your friend is an ***hole. Or, perhaps experiencing a temporary bout of self-centered insensitivity. If you tell me your running around in a thong and a crop top, then I can understand a friend stepping in and helping reinforce society's boundaries on clothing. Black slacks and a burgundy top? No way. (Unless your friend is Anna Wintour or something. We all look like crap to her.) 
2017年 05月 10日 投稿者: Officially39

     
 

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