billtech66の日記, 2015年 09月 12日

I have a picture as my computer desktop, of Tiger Laying on my lap, squinting at me, totally relaxed, sprawled out, with with his head resting on and one possessive paw resting out on my leg.
Looking at him tonight as I shut down the computer, I thought that: Tiger didn't want to go off and die alone. He wanted to be with me when he died, and he WAS, he was right where he wanted to be.

I thought of this while I was feeling so sad that he was trying to crawl up to me when he died.
He was okay. He knew I was right there, close to him, and he was almost touching my feet.
and now I realize that this is what he wanted. To be close to me when he died, not off alone like most felines do.
It has been heart rending to me, that he didn't make it all the way up to me, and wake me...
I'm hoping I'll remember this :)

67.3 kg これまでの減量分: 2.9 kg.    残り: 0 kg.    ダイエット続き: 100%.

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2362 kcal

脂質: 81.73g | たんぱく質: 101.93g | 炭水化物: 268.43g.   朝食: Bananas, Vanilla Extract, Now Foods Psyllium Husk Powder, BillsGingerJuice 1oz Raw Ginger Juice organic, Bill, Lemon Juice, Whole Foods Market Nutritional Yeast, Tone's Cayenne Pepper, Solgar Calcium Magnesium Citrate, Kelp Seaweed, Spirulina Seaweed (Dried), Cinnamon, Dried Pumpkin and Squash Seed Kernels, Fennel Seed, Bob's Red Mill Old Country Style Muesli, Honey, Granny Smith Apples, Egg. 昼食: Coconut Cream Puddings (Instant, Dry Mix, with Whole Milk), Alvarado St. Bakery ALVAR SPROUT NO SALT BREAD, Trader Joe's Goat Milk Brie, Egg, Cabernet Sauvignon Wine, 365 Basil Pesto, Tomatoes, Bacon, Onions, New York Style Sweet Italian Sausage, Garlic, Feta Cheese, Broccoli, Yellow Summer Squash, Zucchini. 夕食: Lemon Juice, BillsGingerJuice 1oz Raw Ginger Juice organic, Bill, Nature Made Magnesium Citrate, Turmeric (Ground), Black Pepper, Dijon Mustard, Alvarado St. Bakery ALVAR SPROUT NO SALT BREAD, Johnsonville Sweet Italian Sausage, Cabernet Sauvignon Wine. もっと...