Well here we are in September. I plan on "starting" AGAIN on Tuesday. I have a luncheon tomorrow and figured it was useless to start then. SO, I will be picking up the Fat Flush book that my friend suggested. She had success with it.
My weight is really beginning to impact my behavior. I did not go to an event with my husband today because I thought I would be seeing some people who haven't seen me in a few pounds. We are not going to an event in Oct. for the same reason (not that my husband is aware of my reason). I will weigh in on Tuesday for my official weight. I have posted a new pic - it's really me - how depressing.
I have short term and longer term goals. Short term: lose 20 lbs by Dec. 12 (just over 3 months and very doable.) This will be my third wedding anniversary and we are going on a trip and our inns both have hot tubs. I want to go into the hot tub with my hubby and have him think I'm beautiful instead of a cow. I want him to want me again and tell me that I am beautiful.
Long term, I want to have all the weight off by mid May. My hubby will be turning 50 then. When we got married, I was a size 6/8 and still did not have a hot bod which I told him was my goal. People lose weight for all kinds of reasons, I figure my love for him SHOULD be reason enough to lose the weight. You don't know how much I want to give him a wife with a hot bod for his 50th birthday. We are having a big bash and I want ME to be his best gift.