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Feeling better about almost reaching my goal of 115. I am at 117.5 and still am concerned that I will not make it or will not maintain the weight goal if I do reach it. I bought a new pair of jeans. They feel weired. I do not like the styles right now, I am use to wearing much looser fitting jeans in an effort to cover the fat. I am not sure loose clothes are good or bad. It allows you to deny how you look to yourself. I have purchased a pair of not your daughters jeans but they are still not old lady jeans and I think they look okay. I am not 100% sure. They are 8 petites. I am going to the doctor on Monday to have a couple of stitches removed from my face and I plan on doing so shopping. I am concerned that I will not find anything I like and will be so disappointed that I might back slide. While I do not feel this weight lost has been difficult, it has been an emotional challenge and I would hate to get all this way and then blow it. Oh well. I also need to buy a bathing suit. ICK!
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