TheJenniferProjectの日記

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2016年 04月 18日

I am removing the clothes that no longer fit out of my closet, it is depressing. I have let my weight jut ballon, I have gained 30lbs since my wedding in July ...amazing . I am ashamed of myself, but I will take this as a catalyst for change I will force myself to record my calories, exercise and my mindset. I will force myself to write out why I feel like I am deserving of eating things that I know will cause my body harm. I won't drive without a seatbelt but the way I eat is like jumping off a cliff everyday, Im lucky my parachute is still functional
yesterday I ate an
orange
pizza
garlic rolls
salad with protein dressing everywhere
ice cream sundae with a brownie
oatmeal
pb&J
WTF thats gross an I need to change, I would like to have a child but to have one at this weight Im scared with age would lead me towards pre eclampsia .

2015年 08月 16日

体重: これまでの減量分: 残り: ダイエット続き:
104.3 kg 10.9 kg 40.8 kg まあまあ
   (コメント1件) 週に0.1 kg増量中

2014年 01月 30日

体重: これまでの減量分: 残り: ダイエット続き:
93.0 kg 22.2 kg 29.5 kg まあまあ
   コメントを追加 週に1.2 kg減量中

2014年 01月 6日

体重: これまでの減量分: 残り: ダイエット続き:
97.1 kg 18.1 kg 33.6 kg 不十分
   (コメント1件) 週に0.6 kg増量中

2013年 12月 21日

So exhausted with myself I feel as if I'm about to combust, trying a new hairstyle, and new make up look I thought I looked great, felt fabulous even took a couple pictures, feel like I'm hitting a weight loss stride, the moment my bf sees me he yells "ahhhhhh" so suddenly I feel like a complete ugly fat misguided mess. I felt so good and that feeling is gone, he said my make up looked to white but I know it was my hair, already he lamented about the shrinkage of my breast with the weighloss...I just want to know why this criticism hurts me to my core I immediately put my hair back and changed lip color and put on darker color powder. What will I be happy in happy enough so criticism won't hurt me. But instead I hear everything, remember everything, and in turn feel at fault for everything. Sorry to journal this but I needed to get it out.


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