My name is Marsha. I am 41 years old. I am madly in love with a much younger man and we are best friends. That part of my life is awesome.BTW my bf likes me the way I am and he thinks I am beautiful. I am doing this self improvement thing for myself and nobody else.

I weigh currently 152 as of this morning. This is the not so awesome part of my life. I like food and crave bad stuff all the time :(
I love working out and going to the gym and I feel like I am good there. With the way I am so active..I would be a small person if I could just get the food under control.

Currently I do well and I like counting calories. But there are times when I just skip it and that day will be ruined. My goal is to be consistent and today I felt more motivated when I found this site.

I rely on food to make everything ok..so it is very scary to deprive myself. I suffered a lot from starvation when I was a child and I think this has something to do with it. Just a fact. I am not freaked out by that time in my life but I do feel a need to have food around me..even if I do not plan on eating it.

I waited to go to college till I was 32 and with having to support a family and pay bills I was only able to attend school part time all these years. I am finally going to graduate this December with my BA in psychology with a criminal justice minor. I am very glad I will finally be caught up with my peers.

So that is me in the short, Hugs and I will try to update as much as possible.