iam 36 years old have been married for 18 years , i have always been a plus size was picked on in school all the time and i have always used food to feel safe , have had some hards times in my life and i want to start a new life and feel better about my self and i want to lose weight i always start diets but they only last a week and i want to make this work this time but i can never get it done i have no will power and i just needs friends and help thanks and god bless .