Yup... pulling out my hair now. So in less than a year, I lost nearly 20 lbs being mindful and put it all back on and more renovating the kitchen. I reset my diet so I could see my weight loss. I was frustrated when I had lost all the weight that was just making up all the weight I had gained. Then what happens?? I KEEP GETTING FATTER! I am the heaviest I've ever been and really frustrated. What am I going to do about it? I mean, I know what I have to do, but what am I actually going to do? Here's the thing, as a reformed anorexic, I hate having to think about food. I don't want to plan the menus. I don't want to eat every 3-4 hours. Worse, I don't want to have to think about every damn thing I put in my mouth. It makes me angry. THEN, after all my hard work, I won't lose the weight like the rest of my family. ..and that pisses me off, too. They don't have food issues like I do, but they hugely benefit from me doing all the stuff I HATE TO DO. Here's the thing, my husband actually does cook! BUT, he thinks nothing of what or how it affects our bodies or how many calories there are. I do. I've done the stupid research. I know what I have to do BUT I DON"T WANT TO DO IT. How nice for them, HUH, to have someone else to plan every single thing they put in their mouths so they can lose weight without thinking about it. I want that. I want someone to plan every meal, prep all the food, cook every meal and have everything on-hand and at the ready FOR ME. That's what I want for Christmas, Santa... can you make that happen?
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100.3 kg
これまでの減量分: 0 kg.
残り: 25.5 kg.
ダイエット続き: 該当なし.
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週に0.6 kg増量中
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