Very angry with myself right now.....I just can't seem to keep away from the junk food right now and it makes me angry! I am working out and still playing ball like crazy but for some reason the last couple days I have been eating junk....EERRRRRRRRR!!!!! We are off again, leaving tomorrow for another weekend of ball, this time up in Steamboat Springs Colorado, so ready to get out of town for a few days, but I know it is going to be a flippin crazy weekend...not eating right or when I should. So I have made up my mind, I am going to start a fresh after the 4th of July and this time I am going to stick to it 110% and lose the rest of the fricken weight...it is so time!!! I am starting to get depressed again about how I look and feel....granted I haven't put any weight back on and that is a good thing, but I am really starting to feel like the fat girl I was when I first started in January! Not a good feeling and that is why it is time to take a turn and not look back! I am sooooooooo ready to reach my goal already, I can do it and I will do it! Everyone have a fantastic weekend. I will be in touch after the weekend!!!
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