Hang in there LuC2. The only time you fail is when you quit trying. At least that's what I'm telling myself. I've got a lot on my mind right now, too, and have gained a few pounds. Frustrating, to say the least, but I will not quit trying. If I did, I would have to admit to defeat, and I will not. This is just a set-back. We can both do it!! Good luck!