not having time really for fs like i would love to have so feeling discouraged over that because i need the extra encouragement. i was just cooking some lunch now so i decided to come online,and then claire fell asleep without her lunch. my mother/sister-in-law were here to visit last month, and i still have not recovered from them being here. i love them sooooo much, but it is a story that is way too long and way too nerve racking to rehash.that's when all my negative habits came back like eating unhealthy and not exercising. like i said,i'm still very down from their visit.
i really don't want to gain anymore of my weight back, but the way i have been feeling i really don't care either. which is a terrible attitude to have, i know. whoever prays, please pray for me that i can find the motivation i need to keep going and lose the last 15-20 pounds i need to lose. thanks guys!
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