jcmama777の日記, 2019年 12月 30日

Sometimes people can be clueless. Sorry you are dealing with this again. 

😢 I’m sorry to hear this..... 

It’s fine 🥺just needed to put it out there on my journal for a release. My dad ( step, Incase anyone is confused about me talking about my dad dying of cancer, both wonderful men♥️👏) came flying right over to see if I was ok. Just a beyond hard situation to live with.  

Thanks peeper Jen and Italian ♥️♥️💜💚 

Oh no. Not what you all want I’m sure. Hope she’s safe. We all know you’ve done so much. Take what your mom said very lightly. She’s likely speaking out of deep hurts and didn’t mean it like it sounds. Stay strong jc! 🙏❤️ 

I can only pray for your sister and mother. I hope that your sister is safe and that your family realizes that everyone is an asset. Stay strong friend! 

I thought she was missing. I think I'm out of the loop- again. I hate drugs. They ruin people! Good luck! Sorry your mom said that! 

I am so sorry for your situation JC. My sister is currently in court ordered rehab and I have her 4 year old daughter. It has caused a number of fights between my mother and me. Addiction will destroy the family, not just the addict. Prayers for everyone involved 

Yikes. Hugs. My mother od’d in 2015. My brother fixed up her whole life, and all of us fixed her finances together. She thanked us by retaining lawyers, trying to sue us all (which she then withdrew) and moving back to the house where she is currently relapsing. She is abusive but we still felt we should help, but at what cost? You are a good person to help the kids. Focus on them. They have no control over their situation. I would’ve given anything for someone to help us out when we were kids. 🦖💕🌈✨ 

I’m so sorry. I hope your sister finds the help she needs. Prayers of strength to you and your family, 

Addiction is a terrible thing! It affects all involved and causes so much turmoil within a family! My heart goes out for you! Prayers said for you all💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏 

Omg I’m so sorry jc💜💜 you have done SO much. Continue to be you, stay strong love!!! 

I will be sending prayers for your sister tonight. May her heart heal and her wound mend. May the forces that keep her bondage leave her soul and her truth break through as the warrior within her rises. May she find peace, happiness and joy in her deepest core. I send this prayer to you, your sister, family and to all of us here in this school of life. May the one force of truth hover over us all. Peace 

Liquor, drugs, food and shopping seem to be interchangeable 😱 prayers for your sister and family 🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️ 

I have to agree. This journal is a nice bit of release.💜 And I'm so sorry for what you and your family are going through. 😞I couldn't imagine.🙏💞 

I’m so tired and so sad and hurt. But it ended up, okay..???.. my dad came to check on me, had to fill my hubby in on what happened as I was just happily bringing over food. My nieces did indeed have no clue I knew, nor knew they were having a meal here yesterday. I just want to be in the know. We more than deserve it. My nieces we’re exhausted yesterday as they both worked and here had zero clue about dinner😩 I spoke with my mom. I have to give her credit. 2 years ago she would have been in the psych ward. She is trying and did call and apologize and we ended up laughing about life other than what goes on with my sister.  

Thanks friends for reading ♥️♥️💜💚 I’m so sorry for those going through this as well, or have gone through it😔🥺♥️Adultosaur so much love friend😔 ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️💜💚 

Aaron.blythe🥺♥️♥️♥️♥️💜💚 

I'm so glad you and your Mama talked. In stressful situations we say things we shouldn't and sometimes we don't even mean. Like a hurt dog that doesn't want to be touched. Does that make since?🙄 Ugh...anyway...forgiveness and patience is key. Sending hugs and love your way!💕💕💕 

jc, 🙇‍♀️😍 praying for you my friend. we all have those in our families. Not an easy Road. Not easy to watch them either