Well, I've been feeling bad about life today and a bit mad. I'll be teaching a lesson on Sunday about reconciliation.....and I hate the subject. There's nothing I can do I haven't already done.....except forget the people who choose to hate me. I never mistreated them and I still don't understand why this has happened. So what have I done? Well....eat! Those people are not essential to my life or happiness. Sometimes I do forget them; but I still sometimes have nightmares about what they have done....and how it has hurt me, so.
It's just feelings. Everyone has feelings and feeling can change...sometimes eating gets my thoughts on something else.
However, I really do want to lose weight so I'll be healthier. I'm still working on being my best friend....instead of my worst enemy.
ダイエットカレンダーを表示, 2010年 08月 13日:
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1695 kcal
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脂質: 69.59g | たんぱく質: 60.90g | 炭水化物: 219.45g.
朝食: Pepsi One, Goat Milk, All-Bran Cereal with Yogurt Bites. 昼食: Chicken and Steak Fajitas, cherries. 夕食: Chicken and Steak Fajitas. 軽食/その他: pecans, Graham crackers. もっと...
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2332 kcal
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運動:
運転 - 30 分, 歩く(ゆっくり) - 時速3km - 30 分, 休憩 - 15 時間, 睡眠 - 8 時間. もっと...
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