ok...so here I am months later from my last entry..And I'm pretty much at the same stage. I feel like such a failure.. just look at my weight history, can it be any less stable! and thats what puts me off.. because I just feel that no matter what I do I will end up back where I started.. This time I want it to change. And I'm not going to do some crazy one week strict diet and lose 5 pounds and gain 6 the next week. I could do this I could do this I could do this!
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