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I fear that I am loosing my focus - I have been doing a great job but I am wavering. I have not been going to the website every day like I did in the beginning and I realize that is a sign I am loosing my focus. I remember writing at the beginning how people would comment how I had lost weight and that seemed to be the sign of the end. I think what it is - those comments drop off and now I feel no one notices the weight lost. First of all I am not doing this for others to comment but that is a huge reward that I did not realize I put so much value on. How vain is that? So it is vain - okay - I am vain - now I need to use that to benefit me - so I admit to being vain - how can that help me - how can that spur me on to loose the weight - When I get down to the 115 goal - I will at my NATURAL weight - I will at that time do a shopping trip to get some new clothes. In a week I will be taking three weeks off from work - I will try to get rid of those last 10 pounds over the next three weeks so I can take the last few days of vacation to shop. Then the next step will be maintaining. Sounds like it is time for a new ongoing group - or maybe on is already out there.
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